What do I call it when every thing in me is so excited about what the Holy Spirit is doing that I don’t have words to express it and don’t know how to get it onto paper?  Why does it burn so much inside of me to tell the nations and yet I can’t find a few adequate words to describe it here? There is something about the glory that brings this feeling over me and I can’t hardly stand it.  It’s almost too good to contain in my human body.  I feel like if I could be lifted right up into the third heaven I would be surrounded with this same sensation in the throne room of God.

Is this part of the secret place?  How on earth do people keep it a secret??

I keep hearing the word fire.  I am so intrigued with the Holy Spirit!  He is my best friend and I love Him so much.  Some days I walk around my home saying, “come Holy Spirit”, but then there are days like today that I don’t know if I can handle it if He comes any closer.  My mind says I can’t handle this but my heart says please don’t leave, I love, love, love Your presence.

The joy of the Lord is my strength and it took me a long time to understand what that means.  It took me even longer to believe He would turn my life to beauty from ashes but He really did!  My life is amazing!  And painful and difficult but WONDERFUL!  There are giants in the Promised Land but oh my goodness the love of God that is also there!!

What is it that God wants me to do?  What is this burning inside of me leading me to?  I think I have somewhat of an idea but I feel as if anything I could imagine could never be big enough.  After the last three years, the things God does amazes me everyday and He has taken the limits off of what I thought He had for me to do.  There is no way I could ever guess what He will do next, but I am so excited to find out.

I feel a fire coming, a healing fire.  Have you ever had fire in your hands and you know if you were just brave enough to touch someone that God would heal them but you were so shocked that you were useable that you totally missed it?  I don’t want to miss it again!!  Healing is coming, deliverance is coming, people are going to be set free!  Does this resonate in you like it does me?  Does it stir you up and remind you that Jesus is our healer the way it does me?  Speak the name of Jesus, He has everything we need!

I know I’m rambling and I don’t even know if I should hit delete or celebrate the chaos but I hope somehow this makes a tiny bit of sense!  Pray for me, I need it 😁

Somehow I think I have disqualified myself from having writers block.  However, I don’t have a better title as I still don’t know what to call what has been happening to me.

God is so good!  He is so faithful!  He has changed me and I will serve Him forever!