Because I have no idea how this all works, I find myself feeling very vulnerable.  I’m so thankful for the Holy Spirit being with me to help me with this journey!!  I have been speaking over my life that this is my season of opportunity and I really believe that is true!  I think maybe that should come with a warning label.  It should read that when you let go of everything and give God full control, your hands are now free to hold on for the ride of your life.  Because life takes spins that you never see coming and it is so exciting to see what God will do next but it is also a reality that it can be a lot to manage.

A great lesson I learned was that God’s timing is perfect and He does not have to rush me and make me feel panicked to get anything done.  When I feel super rushed to hurry up with everything I am doing, it can often be a distraction from the enemy.  God knows how long something will take to accomplish and I must factor in that He can put His supernatural touch on it and things will happen in super speed without feeling rushed at all.  There is a great peace and calm about walking in God’s deadline.  He gets lots accomplished without the stress and anxiety of always rushing around in chaos.  I am praying for more of that!

Wisdom tells me to slow down every day and not miss the moment while seeking the future.  It tells me that being vulnerable in God’s will is much safer than staying in the boat and not growing.  And it makes me aware that I must build my life around my quiet time with God, and not let it turn into a day of fitting Him in somewhere.  That’s a super scary place to be.  But the truth is He has called me and He has chosen me for such a time as this so I know He’s got me and I know this is going to be an amazing adventure.

As vulnerable as I feel right now, it drives me and stirs up a fire in me to know that something amazing is about to happen!  God promises that He will never leave me or forsake me and He hasn’t.  I never imagined I would be where this season is taking me but it’s so exciting to be walking in it.  So my step out in faith moment today was to launch a fundraiser towards the goal of creating a professional DVD for the mental health field from a client perspective.  You can check it out here: (Dissociative Identity Disorder DVDs)

I can’t believe I get to live this life! God is so faithful!!!  He has changed me and I will serve Him forever!